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HUGS ALL ROUND

Bless you all for your understanding ears, that never fail to listen to my whingeing.... great advice, I know in my heart now, that today was not the right day to scatter my darling's ashes.... the day will come, but it is a very special moment and should be spiritually spot on.. definitely not today....

Somehow, they didn't seem as bad this morning..... maybe it was me all over the place last night, as we had always done dinners for guests (as an extra) together - Richie entertaining and me cooking - it felt so awful having them there when it would normally have been so different. But they were pretty awful too, I don't think they should expect to re-arrange my fridge to accomodate their (excessive) food or use my kitchen to prepare their own meals. As dear Rosemary said, its not a Backpackers.

This morning it seemed better doing their breakfast, as I have always done these by myself - Richie being either out and about on the farm, or gone off to work. However she did send her scrambled eggs back - Please cook them some more, she doesn't like them soft.....

But they are gone for the day - booked on a boat trip which means they won't be back till 5 or hopefully later....

Last night it all just welled up, and I took a bottle of Frangelico out to the seat in the garden and literally howled at the moon with Josh & Ally the cat...... Then I saw the most amazing falling star.

Maybe their is something in what you say about it being something to do with Richie's wishes..... they come from Saskatchewan in Canada, which is where Richie lived for a year whilst on an Agricultural exchange in his twenties...

And yep, it will feel berlurdy MARVELLOUS when they go....so its got to get better ...doesn't it?

HAPPY NEW YEAR, TO ALL MY DEAR DEAR FRIENDS XOXOOXOXO

Posted at 31st Dec 2008 - 09:19PM   Posted by Cowgirl   HUGS ALL ROUND Comments: 6

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Withy Brook's Avatar Dearest Cowgirl / Sam
I wish you a year of getting used to your new life. A year of loving Richie, but beginning to let him go. A year of working out your own future (financial situation etc) Sounds harsh? It is actually loviing and hoping that your life will find a new way. My prayers are still with you. God Bless. Withy.

Posted by: Withy Brook on 31st Dec 2008 at 09:48PM

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Blossomcottage's Avatar God Bless you dear Sam, I know your Richie has a good sense of humour and I know somehow he is involved in your " guests arrival" take care and shout as loud as you can when they go and I expect to hear you in the south of England!
Love Blossom xxx

Posted by: Blossomcottage on 31st Dec 2008 at 10:16PM

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Camilla's Avatar Dear Cowgirl - Sam,

I am wishing for you a year of kindness and peacefulness and wishing you too for all new things that will inspire you along the way.

I know when you have rested Richard in your garden under that tree that he will still be with you, looking over you for all eternity.

You are in my thoughts and prayers Sam, lots of love to you.

xx

Posted by: Camilla on 31st Dec 2008 at 11:31PM

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Cait's Avatar Dear Cowgirl,
It is nearly 2009 and I am thinking of you. Things will get better.
Lots of love from me too
Caitx

Posted by: Cait on 31st Dec 2008 at 11:55PM

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Bradan's Avatar Dear Sam,
It was lovely to chat with you tonight in the chat room - you have a great sense of humour!

I hope that things get better for you soon, thinking of you. Lots of love, B. xx

Posted by: Bradan on 1st Jan 2009 at 12:55AM

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Dear Cowgirl
It was lovely to meet you tonight. Being new, I have gathered that there is sadness in your life, and I put you in my prayers last night. Hope that you start to feel better soon, but these things take time.
How did the boat ride go?

Posted by: Celtic Heart on 1st Jan 2009 at 12:02PM

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